Hank (center) with High Life/ Me (right) on the Korg (2004 Santa Barbara)
I had just settled into the daily routine and newfound
freedom of my first year at college when I read a Pitchfork review that would
change my life. Waking up early,
definitely for an early class and not by choice, I turned on my computer,
checked my e-mail, and as I have for 12 years now, read Pitchfork. I clicked on a colorful album cover
thumbnail with a cloud, rainbow, and lightning bolt and began reading a review
of a band that I had never heard before.
The reviewer was one of my favorites at the time, Eric Carr, and without
having the luxury of a track sample, Carr’s words made me crazed to hear this
record. I skipped class, took the
bus with three transfers to the lone Santa Barbara record store, and picked up
a copy of the reviewed record.
Slapping the CD into my Discman, I sat on the empty bus and proceeded to
listen to it over and over. When I
snapped out of my haze, the bus was at its last stop and I was five miles away
from my destination, stranded. I’m not a stress free guy and under normal
circumstances I would have called a friend to pick me up, yelled at the bus
driver, or shelled out for a cab. Instead, I made my way to the beach and
walked the five miles back to the dorms.
I couldn’t tell you how majestic the ocean was that day, and I’m not
going to poetically (tritely) describe the soft sand at my feet…all I can tell
you is that I played that damn record again and again. I stayed up all night listening to those
thirteen tracks, and while I had always been a fan and student of music, that
night, I fell in love with music.
If you read We Listen For You with any regularity or follow
us on twitter, you know we are constantly griping about Pitchfork and their
content/decision making. Let me
take a few sentences to explain.
Hank and I met in 2004, started WLFY in 2007, and have both been reading
Pitchfork for twelve years. We’ve
often debated who started reading first based off of month, but it’s a fact
that we became everyday readers of Pitchfork in 1999. Our relationship to music exists five years longer with
Pitchfork then it did in real life and it showed in our first conversations
about the art form. Throughout a
normal day I will visit Pitchfork several times depending on breaking news or
new content, but at the very least, doing some math here, I’ve clicked the
Pitchfork link 4,380 times. If I
read two of the five reviews a day (I typically read them all) I would have
read 1,248 reviews. At times I’ve
been so frustrated with the content choices or with the reviews that I would swear
off the site altogether, only to find myself reading all the reviews again the
next day. In that anger, I always
go back to the fact that Pitchfork is unmatched when it’s at its best, and when
it’s at its worst, well, at least I can complain and look forward to better
content in the future.
For years now, anyone who complains about Pitchfork is
either greeted by a “yeah, that site sucks,” or “oh, another person jumping on
the Pitchfork hate bandwagon.” For
me, it’s much more complicated then saying Pitchfork is awful, or trying too
hard to be trendy. My personal
complaints typically evolve out of my own knowledge of the site, attachment,
and taste. William Bowers said
something very important in his must read essay:
Reckon that, in my paranoid haste to not age, I succumbed to a
strange contemporary bias against acknowledging one's past? I don't know if
this is true in your corporeal and virtual circles, but in my admittedly
compromised existence, there's always a gargoyle handy to harp "nostalgia!"
whenever someone recounts a memory, like an insecure partner claiming to have
been cheated on whenever their mate mentions another human being, or a 2004
Republican yelling "flip flopper" whenever someone carefully
reconsiders an ideological or strategic stance. Obviously the denotative and
cognitive gulf between "nostalgia" and "memory" is vast; to
whom should this ever require explanation? Maybe the vampiric way that I
receive a sort of energy from youth culture, or the (in bourgeois terms)
"disreputable" age difference between myself and most of my
homesnakes contributes to why I feel somehow implicated by rhetorically
honoring how long I've haunted the earth.
The fact is, Pitchfork, in an attempt to stay “young,” hired
younger writers and began drmatically shifting its tastes around 2008, and
subsequently made me feel like an aging outsider. With their current taste in music, it’s hard to even imagine
some of my favorite recommendations from the 1999-2005 Pitchfork even getting a
mention, no less a positive one.
One of my biggest complaints rests in the fact that if they supported
the band in those “golden years” they will still appear on the site, but any
new band sounding as if it came out of that time period is negatively reviewed,
or worse, ignored. I understand
that time and tastes change, but good music and the personal experiences that
shape individual taste do not. I
live by the thought that good music is good music regardless of genre, album
cover, band name, or the look of the band. This is where I often feel betrayed. In the past, Pitchfork was always a
melting pot for anything they deemed quality music, but now, it appears a
specific look, sensibility, and sound is paramount concerning new bands/artists
trying to get placement on the site.
I didn’t always agree with every piece of content or album score in
those “golden years” but as each year passes, I finding myself more and more
concerned that Pitchfork is becoming too narrow in its taste and choices of
content. With that said, I’ve talked
to a lot of younger Pitchfork readers who see this new aesthetic and taste as
what they want and in five years they might look back on the present as their
own “golden years.”
Music – and all art, for that matter – is built on outside
experiences, and for thousands of readers Pitchfork informs them on what music
they should select as the soundtrack to these kinds of influential
experiences. For that, love them
or hate them, it makes Pitchfork extremely important, and the weight of such
responsibility should be in the forefront of every Pitchfork writer’s head whenever
they begin a new review.
I’ll end by mentioning that the album that made me fall in
love with music was The Unicorns’ Who Will Cut Our Hair When We’re Gone? Four years later my love for music
based on that Pitchfork review turned into a need to share my own taste with
anyone who would read – hence the creation of WLFY. A year later, our blog had a live video series called “The
Silverlake Steps” where bands/artists would play on a five-foot staircase stage
outside my house. One of those
bands was called Clues, the lead singer of which was Alden Penner, who was one
of the three members of The Unicorns.
As I watched their breathtaking performance on the steps, I thought
about how personal music can be, how important it is in my life, and how I owe
a lot to a website that I often deride.
I might read something on Pitchfork tomorrow that sends me through the
roof and has me foaming at the mouth on twitter. Regardless, I’ll still be there reading all the reviews each
and every day.
Happy 15th Pitchfork, and thanks for helping
create a cynical, yet unabashed lover of music.
I love what you've said here. I haven't been reading as long as you have, but I agree with your points. Very well written piece. Cheers!
ReplyDeleteGreat piece man. Agreed.
ReplyDeleteI agree on your points. For me, reading pitchfork years ago made me open my own reviewing page (in spanish, though). It´s kinda inspirational to understand the music and the way pitchfork does it is fine, even if people hate it.
ReplyDeletewonderful. thank you.
ReplyDeletehave never posted on here (though i do enjoy your site)... but never thought about it until now that around 2008 i started losing touch with what p4k was posting. they got me into the music i love today-- the indie rock they posted about from 2000-2006 (bloc party, arcade fire, shins, etc...) Obviously my tastes have evolved since then, but it was those bands that introduced me to music. And so true, any band coming out today that sounds like those, they hate on. Sad. I personally never got into any of the lo-fi / chillwave bands they started posting about 2009, and about 6 months ago i switched p4k from my homepage to something else. It didnt reflect my tastes anymore and i wasnt really interested in the new stuff they were posting about.
ReplyDeleteGreat post.
This is excellent, Zach.
ReplyDeleteI just want to know if Eric Carr is a pen name, since it's the same name of the drummer from Kiss.
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